Monday, March 20, 2006
Was it a dream? Was it even real? Did it really happen?
I am in a daze....I cannot believe that the thing that I have been dreaming of for so long finally came true last night. I dont know what to do, say or think. It just doesnt seem real...can somebody pinch me??
He used that four letter word....
Yes, L.O.V.E......
*_*
"I love you, Tika...."
Good God.....
I mean I know that he loves me (just like how I love him...and all the beautiful people in my life) but to have him verbalize it like that....it was just too overwhelming for me. I guess it is because I have never been in this kind of situation before. All my life, it was either I liked the guy but he didnt feel the same way or he liked me but I didnt want him....it was never mutual. Never.
Until today. Right now...this very moment.
I dont know what to make of this whole thing...I mean he could have meant it in a non-romantic way right? I know Jay very well...we are just so alike....and I love all my friends, so maybe when he said that he could meant it in a friendly way right???
*grrrrr* This is sooooooo stressful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He also said that he wished that I was there with him on his birthday so that we could celebrate it together....
So, what does he mean by that??
I know some of u must be slapping your foreheads going "OI...it is so obvious right???? Still want to ask aahhhhhh?????"
hahahaha.....
Ok, what is certain is that I do love Jay....and that maybe he loves me too. But whether our love is based on friendship or more than that, then I guess only time will tell.
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