Saturday, March 11, 2006
I guess I just cannot let you go. I tried, but it lasted for only a week. How sad huh? Well, had you not broke the silence that fateful night, I would have smsed you anyway. But just as I was thinking about what I should say to you, my mobile vibrated....and it was you. I couldnt believe my eyes when I saw your name in my inbox. I thought it was my friend, cos she would always sms me after the guys' night on American Idol. Yeah, both of us are Chris's fans...and as I was watching them perform, I couldnt help but think about exactly a week ago, when you repeatedly smsed and called me to apologise about what 'you' did. 7 days passed after that night and you didnt sms me anymore. And I thought that you were pissed off at me too. But you were not right? (well, I hope not!)
You asked "Tika, am I not yet forgiven?" Well, you didnt have had to ask. Cos I had forgiven you the first time you said sorry. And I was never angry at you in the first place. How can I be angry at the light of my life? The one whom I have been praying for his safety and good health every night, before I go to sleep? The one whom I've been missing like crazy since he left?
If I was even angry at all, the only person that I would be angry at would be nobody else but myself. Cos I thought that I had done something terrible to make you not want me anymore. I thought that it was my fault. But guess what? It was nothing but a mere misunderstanding. I cannot believe that our first 'argument' was due to a technical glitch. See, technology can be unreliable at times....and I am glad that we managed to solve everthing...clear everything up before it got any worst. Before it dragged on to the point of no return.
Because next week is his birthday after all. :)
"Happy 21st Birthday in advance, Jay....and I miss you so much."
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