Wednesday, April 05, 2006
I had a great time hanging out with Narima at Holland V's TCC last Saturday.....usually I would be super shagged by the time I leave my workplace but somehow, I was able to last till 12 midnight that day....I guess it was the caffeine in my Oreo Mocha Frappucino that gave me that much needed energy boost but heck, you can give me all the caffeine in the world but if the company is boring, I wont be able to stay awake for long....hahahaha....cant believe that we could chat from 5:30 till 12midnight....hahahaha....well, we were unloading to each other about our love lives so yeah, we did have ALOT to chat about...hehehe....:)
And as usual, dad was making such a big fuss about me coming home late....he started to call me at 10pm (which was utterly ridiculous....) and around 11 plus, he was calling me every other minute....dad has this paranoia that either one of us (ie sis, bro n me) will get beaten up, killed or raped if we stay out too late...he just doesnt trust the world...and us too, i guess...i mean, do I look like the kind of gal who will incite a fight? Or hang out at seedy joints or pick up or let myself get picked up by strangers? Everytime I go out with my pals, we will be doing the usuals - shopping and chatting!!! Just that! But dad will never understand that....hmm, maybe cos he never had friends to hang out with anyway???hahahahaha....:P But its ok...I know that he was just being the typical dad....*sigh*
I told Jay about what happened and he was so cute...he said that if i'm feeling pissed off, I should just go somewhere and shout my anger away.....hahaha....great advice but hey, Singapore is too small....where can i go to release my pent up frustrations at my dad?? Maybe I should go to the games arcade or Kbox one of these days....any takers? :)
But despite that mini-showdown between my dad and me, I have to admit that I am still in very high spirits....i have new motivators in my life now and one of the is my beloved PETERPAN!!!!! Ariel, Uki, Reza, Andika, Loekman and Indra.....datang ke Singapura untuk konsert yaaa!!! I will definitely be there!! *woohoo* SINGAPORE LOVES YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! Terus maju musik nusantara!!!!! (ok ok...I am still in the APM mood....kekekeke)
The other motivators in my life are my kids of course!!! I am beginning to really develop a strong bond with all of them and what really moves me is when a child not only starts to show interest in learning but when they morph from this ugly, noisy and bratty kid into a sweet and diligent one....one example is my Glenn of course...he was once the thorn in my flesh, the bane of my life....he was one really difficult child...but right now, he would occasionally bring me breakfast and when his dad was late, he would sit and just share with me stories about his school, friends, dogs and family....I am so glad that I persevered with him....I was this close to transferring him to another class but I didnt want to give up on him...and it paid off!! *yay!!* To all my beautiful kids...thanks for everything....i pray that all of u will grow up to be fine adults one day...*hugs*
And who is my final motivator, I hear u ask? hahahaha....of course its my best bud on earth, Jay!!! hahahaha.....everything is going really great for us....been keeping in touch on a daily basis now (no longer weekly....hehehehe) and that is something that I am really happy and thankful for....and u know what? i dont want to care too much about the future anymore...i dont know if i will still feel the same way a year from now, but what matters is that i do care for him at this very moment...and u know, i used to wonder why Jay kept saying 'thank you' over and over and over again in his messages.....i even began to question if what i thought was love was actually just pure gratitude on his part.....but now,i'm doing the same thing too...i kept saying 'thank you' to him too......i mean, it might seem very formal (or too formal, in fact)to say 'thank you' all the time but now i realised that the both of us were just darn thankful to have each other in our lives....i mean, we could have gone through our entire lives without crossing each other's paths....we come from 2 different backgrounds...we come from 2 different countries.....but maybe we were fated to meet......and that is something that we are definitely thankful about.....*right,Jay?? hehehe*
*sigh* Nearly every post has something about him.....hope u guys are not bored already.......hahahahaha.....
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