Sunday, May 14, 2006
Last Thursday was spent hanging out with my darling buddies - Sue, Carolyn and Charmaine....we had dinner at FEP and walked over to Cineleisure's TCC before heading for home....and gals, I had so much fun!!! Even if all we did that day was sat and stare at each other, I would still say that I had fun....cos u know, what was more important to me was that we had the chance to meet up and see each other again after so long....:) And silly me forgot to charge my mobile the day before...and that nearly resulted in an Atika-no show...hahaha....Orchard MRT Station was soooo packed (well, it was the start of a long weekend...)and I kept praying to God that somehow, they would see me in the midst of the crowd....and as I was busy craning my neck, hoping to see at least one of them, I kept getting interrupted by lost tourists and surveyors....hehehehe.....:P But despite all the drama, the day went well....we could have just chatted the whole day away if not for the fact that all 4 of us were pretty shagged....and broke too...hehehe....well, I am sure that there will be more dates to come....right, gals???
With highs, come lows.....
I stumbled upon Ryan's blog the other day. And by the time I finished reading it, I was overcame by a sudden wave of emotions which had been dormant for some time. Without realising it, tears were streaming down my cheeks...and for what reasons, I am not sure why....maybe it was the tale of his tragic love story...or the way he poetically expressed himself....that night, I saw a side of Ryan which I never thought existed. That is the problem with television...you only see one side of a person - the side which the producers think the viewers should see. But his blog...it's his...it contains his own train of thoughts....his story....a slice of his life....and u cant fake that.
I think what touched me the most was the fact that even the most perfect fairytale can turn awry...love can morph into something which barely resembles it. It can disappear over time. Where the hell has the notion of 'everlasting love' gone to????????? Why cant people love each other for the rest of their lives???? Where is the love, man????????????
I've seen my fair share of bad love stories around me. And it sucks...it makes you become even more sceptical about the whole romantic notion of falling in love and growing old together. I wouldnt be able to take it if my loved one suddenly wakes up and realises that he no longer has any feelings for me. Or if all we do when we meet is fight over the slightest things...
But then again, there are lots of grey-haired couples out there who are still madly in love with each other...just the other day, I saw an aged Caucasian couple holding hands as they windowshopped....so maybe, I shouldnt lose my faith just yet.....right???
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