Monday, November 13, 2006
Dedicated to the most beautiful guy to ever grace my life story...Jay, this one's for you.
Pride has stopped me,
So many times...
From telling you,
What you exactly mean to me...
How much you mean to me...
How dear you are to me...
But now,
Let there be no more secrets...
Between you and me..
I love you.
Everyday, every hour, every second...
Your name resonates deep within me,
With every beat of my heart.
And you know,
It doesnt matter...
If maybe,
You dont love me too..
Because I cannot stop loving you,
Even if you ask me to.
But please...
Do not ask me...
Why...
Why you...
Why I miss you..
Why I long for you...
Why I care about you...
Why I pray for you...
Why I love you...
Because I do not have any answers to give you...
I just do...
So, at times...
Should you let your imagination get the better of you,
I just want to tell you this...
There are many guys in my life..
In my past and my present...
And I have never attempted to hide that fact...
But right now...
There is only one person in my heart.
And that person is you...
Let it just be you...
Only you...
For the rest of my life....
Jay, I have been hurt before. And it took me so long to recover. It took me years before I could open my heart for another person. But when I met you, I realised that maybe I could do this again...maybe I should be brave again...maybe it is time to put myself in a vulnerable position again. And I took that chance. I opened my heart for you. I let you in. I began to relearn the meaning of caring for another human being.
And I truly thank you for allowing me to be a part of your life. To be somebody significant to you. To be somebody whom you could care about. And no words would be enough to express how grateful I am to God for allowing us to meet.
Jay, dont you think that it must be Fate that allowed us to meet and fall in love? I mean, we could have gone through this lifetime without knowing each other. But somehow, our life paths were intertwined into one. We met, we became friends and we found love in each other's hearts.
You are definitely God's gift to me.
And I never want to lose you.
Jay, I love you so much. Thank you for everything....*hugs*
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